40978) I feel fat. All I see is fat. All I think about is food; if I eat anything it’s too much. No one notices it, thank God. I can’t control it, I starve myself, then I eat loads, then I realize I need to starve myself again, I need to restrict myself. It’s a vicious circle I’ve been going in for nearly x months. I keep telling myself I’ll stop this when I’m skinny, but will I? It wouldn’t have carried on for x months if I was just going to stop. I feel like I’m crazy.